WHY DO YOU PRAY? HOW DO YOU PRAY? WHAT DO YOU PRAY?
These questions have occupied a lot of my thinking time recently. A few months ago, I embarked on a personal quest to reclaim Christianity from so-called “Christians.” I realize that I’ve let them hijack one of the most important tools of my religious tradition: prayer.
Like so many religious things, I feel that prayer has been corrupted. For many people, prayer is “Amazon Prime.” Just ask Jesus for something, and it will be delivered in two days.
I’ll admit that in my youth, I used prayer and Jesus as a personal concierge service, but as I’ve struggled recently to renew my spirit and relationship with the Divine, I’ve wanted a better approach to prayer.
I’m taking a theology course at my church, and this week we took a survey of our personal beliefs and attitudes about God. One question asked us to describe the purpose of function that prayer fulfills in our lives.
Here are some of the options:
- Communion with God
- Petition (prayer for self)
- Intercession (prayer for others)
- Autosuggestion (planting ideas in our subconscious mind to effect change in our lives)
- Communion with Inner Self
After reviewing this list and seeing the richness and fullness of how others use prayer, I realized that I needed to apply some of my Virgo-attorney-left-brain skills to praying.
Here’s what I’ve come up with as an outline for my prayers. And I realize that I need to structure and schedule daily prayer time. This isn’t something I can just do on the fly. I need to write things down and block out a chunk of uninterrupted time for this daily communion with the Divine.
- Acknowledge God and the sacred
- Express gratitude for the abundance in my life.
- Personal requests.
- Prayer for others.
- Sit with my thoughts and listen for the voice of the Holy Spirit.
- Write down any thoughts, feelings, and reflections on this time of communion.
Like my spiritual journey, this prayer habit is a work in progress, and I’ll keep you posted on changes and my progress. And I would LOVE to hear from you about your prayer habits and the purpose of prayer in your life.
Linda Harvey is a woman on a mission.Through her organization Mission: America, she takes up the standard torch of the far right, bashing the triumvirate of evil: gays, Planned Parenthood and Muslims.
On her weekly talk show, she recently lamented that acceptance of gay people seems to be widespread despite her efforts to paint us as godless child molesters. “People are becoming so comfortable with this, even people on our side.”
She offered a solution: “We need to re-horrify people about the sin of homosexuality.” Of course, that means spreading falsehoods about organizations which try to promote tolerance of the LGBTQIA+ community. She believes that the “homosexual clubs in schools are just red flags for predators. I think that they exist there as an audience to continue to fast-track kids into the lifestyle.”
If so many people didn’t agree with her and believe the lies she spews like blood in a Quentin Tarantino movie, then we might laugh her off. BUT SHE IS SERIOUS. AND SHE HAS AN AUDIENCE.
On her website, she uses facts like she mishandles Scriptures, cutting and pasting one fact after another without context. According to her data, gay people are out to destroy our society, our values and the far-right version of 20th century America-centered christianity.
How do we stop people like her? WE TELL OUR STORIES. We talk about our relationships. We talk about our marriages. We talk about our families.
And we talk about our faith. As the good book says, “By their fruits you will know them.” Let’s not attack religion because of the Linda Harvey’s of the world. Let’s show people like her the true example of Christ and his love and compassion for everyone.
My comments on this week’s viral video: You might not agree with the content and message, but it’s helpful to know thy enemy.
It’s been cold in my hometown of South Carolina for the past couple weeks, so my brother sent me this text: Trump has only been in office 1 year and already fixed global warming.
My reply: I ate lunch today so I guess he solved world hunger too.
I told my mother about our exchange. She was a science teacher and suggested that I remind my brother that there’s a difference between weather and climate. You can’t extrapolate a trend from one data point. Or even a few outliers.
This notion that one example becomes the rule has been on broad display this week with the release of a video from Anchored North, a “religious” group that supports and promote gay conversion therapy. (Yes, these groups still exist).
The video is misleadingly titled: “A powerful coming out story!!! LOVE IS LOVE” and is being used to prove that it’s possible for everyone to pray away the gay.
In the video, “Emily” claims to have spent seven years living out her same-sex attractions in a wild party lifestyle. At the start of the video, Emily is a girl who just wants to have fun.
The first part of the video is beer and summer and bright colors and techno music. (It’s basically excerpted from the recruitment video that lesbians are shown outside the Home Depot.) But then at the 1:56 mark, the summer beach party is over, the leaves fall off the trees, and Emily is in a dusty abandoned warehouse where she finds a neglected Bible with ratty crumpled pages.
Emily picks up the Bible and reads the verses on homosexuality and believes that she won’t enter the Kingdom of God. And then she quotes verse 11 (no reference to any particular book): Some of you once lived this way. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God. (She is of course quoting from One Corinthians, Chapter 6. I’m using the Donald Trump method of naming books of the Bible here.)
From that one moment, Emily says that her eyes were really opened, and she thinks she’s been wrong all along.
The video ends with Emily snuggling with a guy on the couch. He’s whispering sweet nothings into her ear, and she’s laughing. A Yankee Candle is on the end table, they have some framed Jesus quotes on a console, and they are well-off enough to have a window AC unit in their apartment. You might want to argue that her cute boyfriend is gay, and this is just a relationship of convenience, but their apartment is painted a horrific dark army green so I don’t think he’s got the gay gene.
In the video, Emily doesn’t say whether still has attractions to other women physically (and it’s not even clear whether she had deep-rooted sexual attractions to women in the first place. She mentions that she got a hickey from a girl, but I gave and got hickeys from many girls in high school. I never wanted to have sex with them though). But for the sake of argument, let’s say that Emily was 100% attracted to women and then one day she reads a couple verses of Scripture and that changes immediately to 100% attraction to guys.
Some so-called “Christians” use this one example to prove that the rest of us just aren’t trying hard enough.
I’ve had my own a-ha moment on the verses that I thought condemned homosexuality, and God showed me an alternate path.
It was my senior year of college, and I was at the end of a long struggle to pray away my gay. I had done everything, but nothing was helping, and I couldn’t go forward. I went to the chaplain at my college and begged him for help. I wanted a cure to homosexuality.
Instead of offering to pray that I would change and instead of hammering me over the head with Bible verses that I’d read way more than he had, this pastor told me that I could be gay and Christian. I read some books that he recommended, and I came to realize that God was calling me to be in a committed relationship with another man.
My story is different from Emily’s but is similar to the 99.9% of the folks who try gay conversion therapy and can’t find that change of sexual orientation they so desperately seek.
Emily’s video is one data point.
One snowfall doesn’t disprove global warming.
One meal doesn’t mean that world hunger doesn’t exist.
If you’d like to hear more data points, I talk each week with folks in the LGBTQIA+ community about their experiences struggling with faith and sexual orientation on my podcast BE THE BRIDGE. www.brianpeytonjoyner.com/podcasts
If you really want to discuss difficult issues at the Thanksgiving table, the best approach is to start by listening. And avoid the eye roll! And don’t read my instructions on how to give the perfect eye roll. Seriously. Don’t learn how to roll your eyes like an expert.
In what I’m calling the “Battle of the Cakes”, The Satanic Temple has joined the fighting. They released the following statement:
“. . . The laws of the United States require that no one may discriminate by way of refusal of service against an evangelical theocrat for their religious beliefs, but the evangelical theocrat may discriminate against LGBTQ people because of who they are. . . . If [baker] aren’t willing to make a cake for same-sex unions, let’s have them make a cake to honor Satan instead.”
As I told you before, I’m Christian.” Bob the Baker stood up from the table. “I can’t support two guys getting married.”
The words hit Jake like a bran muffin, and he could feel his insides churning. “But you made and decorated my marriage proposal muffin.”
“I didn’t realize you were going to use one of my engagement muffins to propose to a man.” Bob wrested his portfolio from Jake’s hands. “I would never have sold you that muffin if I’d known.”
The so-called Alliance Defending Freedom (i.e., discrimination) has struck again with another frivolous appeal to the U.S. Supreme Court. This time, they’ve picked a terrible case. They’re arguing that judges should have the right to express their religious views publicly. In October 2014, the Wyoming Supreme Court declared that Wyoming had to issue a marriage […]
I’m not sure what it says about me (probably just that I’m typical), but I love enjoying my first and second (and sometimes third) cups of coffee each morning while browsing on my computer. I love checking in on Slack with my writing mastermind group, updating my gratitude journal. Then I check emails. But this morning, I can’t get online. TO FIND OUT HOW TO “MICROSOFT” TECHNOLOGY PROBLEMS…
My husband and I were having caviar cones at our favorite restaurant in Beverly Hills, when I raised the specter of chartering a jet and taking some friends to Sonoma for his 50th birthday. It should only be an hour and half flight from Palm Springs, and I figured I could schedule a lunch with Liz in the Bubble Room at J winery, our favorite spot for sparklers. Afterwards, I imagined an afternoon of pinot tasting at Banshee with Zack followed by an early dinner at Chalkboard, featuring their pasta tasting menu.
My husband doesn’t like birthdays and doesn’t want a fuss, but I feel that I have standards to maintain.
The moments in life when you are special, when you are treated differently, and when things are going great – How can you cherish those unless you’ve been through a lot? We only get to enjoy first class because we’ve spent most of our times in coach. I encourage you to relish those moments at the back of the bus because they’re training you for when you get your moment. If everything is first class, then nothing is first class. READ MORE.
Nike’s motto is not something best left on a T-shirt. “Just Do It” should be the mantra for how we all live our lives. The battle is not to figure out how to solve all the problems before acting or overcome all the fears before doing. There’s never the perfect time. Sometimes, you just have to take that leap and then pick up the pieces. You can’t perfectly plan your life (and I’m talking to my fellow Virgos in particular here). There are some things that you’ll screw up, but you’ll have the memories of all the things that you did do.
And not the regret of all the things you did not.
Follow your passions, loyal readers. It’s the best advice you’ll ever get.
A proper flight begins with champagne, and I’m not talking the $7 a bottle Prosecco that US carriers try to give you for pre-flight. I mean the fancy French stuff that can actually be called Champagne because it’s from that region in France.
I’ve responded to the election of Donald Trump like a death. On November 8th, I went to bed in denial thinking that maybe I’d wake up, and it would have been a bad dream. Then I was angry that people would vote for someone I considered unfit for the most important job in the world. Next, I was willing to bargain with the courts in Michigan and Pennsylvania to do a recount. And finally, I was just depressed.
I can’t hide in my liberal California bubble, praying that God does indeed cause an earthquake splitting my state from the rest of the country.
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Jake was born in South Korea. Adopted by a lesbian couple when he was ten months old, he has lived in North Carolina ever since. He is gay, right-handed, a baseball player, and eighteen-years old. He just started college at Stonewall Jackson University, a small liberal arts college in South Carolina. General Stonewall Jackson was […]
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